Archive for January, 2012

Tattoos after chemo

Tuesday, January 10th, 2012

When I was a little girl I always associated Egypt with mummies. The back-from-the-dead-and-out-to-get-you bandaged variety that I saw in films. Based on the fact that only English actors could read the hieroglyphics and open the pharaohs’ tombs, I also felt a little superior, more sophisticated than this country of pyramid builders. Yet while we Britons were discovering that wood could be used for purposes other than burning, the ancient Egyptians invented the water clock to tell the time (because the sun dial was useless at night), a calendar that had precisely 365 days in a year and the blocks, tackles, tools and moving gear to help construct monuments that are still standing 6,000 years later. Of all their inventions the one I’m personally most grateful for is the tattoo.

Tattooing appeared to be an exclusively female practice, playing a therapeutic rather than cosmetic role. Found on the mummified remains of women, often on their stomachs and breasts, it’s been surmised that theses tattoos functioned as a permanent ‘good luck’ charm to help expectant mothers through pregnancy and childbirth.

Now, of course, tattoos are the preserve of men and women. Many of us have them and for a variety of reasons, but rarely therapeutic ones. However as ‘therapeutic’ is all about beneficial effect, then I’d argue that my recently acquired tattoos definitely are.

In 2004 I underwent chemotherapy for breast cancer and, like most women on my type of drugs, lost all my hair, eyebrows, eyelashes, the lot. Everything grew back of course, although the eyebrows were a bit of a let down. In 2009, at my five-year check up, I found out that I had breast cancer again, so it was chemotherapy once more and, when the treatment finished earlier this year, I knew it wouldn’t be too long before I started to look like me again. Well my hair and my eyelashes returned, but six months later my eyebrows still refused.

You don’t realise how important eyebrows are until they’re gone. They help to shape your face, give it warmth and allow you to show concern. Without them you can also look quite hard. I became quite expert at putting on my eyebrows everyday, and I’m guessing most people thought my eyebrows were actually mine, rather than carefully applied eye shadow. But, in hot weather, I’d often come home with one and a half eyebrows, and sometimes just half; it wasn’t a good look.

I already knew, from seeing music videos of Michael Jackson as well as some of the girls in the Big Brother house, that tattoos were used effectively as semi-permanent make up, and I decided this was now probably the only option open to me. But I didn’t want to look as though I’d been ‘done’, I wanted to look as natural as possible. Here’s what I did next:

1. Do the research
Like most people, I trust personal recommendation above everything, but what do you do if no one you know has had their eyebrows tattooed on? Yup, I had to resort to Google, but it was impossible to make an informed decision, so I called some beauty editors and asked their opinion. The result was unanimous and I was directed to a lady called Debra Robson-Lawrence.

2. Understand what’s involved
Once I’d contacted her office a technician phoned to have a pre-consultation consultation. This was a friendly, reassuring chat about the treatment and what could be achieved as well as to manage my expectations. Then a date was fixed to discuss my treatment plan with my chosen technician (Debra in my case) and have a ‘trial run’.

3. Decide on the ‘look’
I turned up at the Harley Street offices, wearing my usual make up as requested. Debra studied my eyebrows and suggested that a different shape might work better and could she show me. First she used a ruler to take measurements from both sides of each eye up to my brow line; then with an eyebrow pencil sharpened to within an inch of its life, she drew in each hair with light, deft strokes. After only a few minutes she asked me to look in the mirror and I was amazed. By creating a brow line slightly above my natural line she was able to achieve a more-awake, open look. We discussed where we might make changes, but in the end I couldn’t fault her design; we agreed a date for the tattoo.

4. Get tattooed
Two weeks later I was back in Harley Street having an anaesthetic cream applied to my eyebrow area. Debra double checked that I was still happy with the shape and colour, retook the measurements and began work. I’ve never had a tattoo and was expecting to feel some discomfort, but I hardly felt anything other than a little heat now and then. And it only took about 25 minutes max. I looked in the mirror and agreed where tweaks should be made. This was done and I was back on the tube heading home, but not before I’d taken out my mirror in the middle of Harley Street and had another long look. My eyebrows were darker than expected because the skin beneath the tattoo was red from the treatment, but I quite liked that, and the shape was perfect.

5. Perfect the effect
I always knew this was a two-stage process and the full effect of the tattoo wouldn’t be seen until after a second treatment. Some of the pigment used in the tattoo will flake away naturally with the top layer of skin and the overall look becomes softer and more natural. After a month a touch up session is needed to deepen the colour, if that’s what you want, and fill in any gaps.

How long the tattoo lasts depends on your skin type, but I have a colour boost to refresh mine every six months, but that’s all I need to do. Right now I don’t even need to touch them; they’re perfect.

Just like those Egyptian mummies my tattoos have been my good luck charm; they’ve given me more confidence and a feeling of well-being, which is a great pick-me-up after cancer. And, like their tattoos, no one knows I’ve got them – except you and me.